Please stop saying you hate to read. You might as well be saying you hate delicious food or good days. Reading does nothing to you and everything for you. If you need more inspiration, think about Marley Dias’ one-girl mission to find 1,000 books about kids of color, not just ‘white boys and dogs’ as she phrased it. Find what’s important to you. Seek it out.
I guarantee it will meet you halfway.